Dear Faiza,
I’m so sorry! I’m so sorry for what I said. I said a terrible thing. I think I told you not to talk to me any more, but I didn’t mean it. The truth is I was angry. I was very angry because one of my friends is not talking to me any more. She lives in a nearby community of mines, where the houses are huge she lives just two minuets away from my house, sometimes I visit. Her name is Patricia
I noticed I had more privileges than her she don’t even have an email account. She lived with her aunt, she was very strict. I called her aunty because I thought it was the polite thing to do, she didn’t mind.
During the summer I called her because Patricia didn’t have a phone. She’s always busy sometimes I don’t get to talk to her, but most times I just call to come over their always buy so sometimes I cant come over. I noticed her rejecting my calls some of the times so that made me very angry, I sent her a mean message, I know I know shouldn’t have but I just hate it when I showing people respect and e next not getting any back so that made me angry.
The next morning Patricia called and told me not to call her aunt again and neither should I come visit her again. And since then, every thing I see, every thing I hear and even every thing I read gets me upset. And that’s why I sent you that mean message, I feel so ignorant. I hope I didn’t break your heart. And I know I went too far with that Osama bin laden thing please forgive me.
This is the fist time I open up to you so much and I wish I can do it more often but you ask so mush questions I keep forgetting what I want to tell you. Sometimes you ask the same questions over and over again
Horatia
P.S I love you.
31/7/12
Dear Faiza
Today is august the first witch is emancipation day.
August the sixth will be will be Independence Day.
And august the thirty first will be a blue moon.
That day I’ll be thinking of you.
I hope you be thinking of me too.
Today as I was saying is emancipation day. It’s the day the slaves were free from the British colony in 1838 or I think 1848 –if that didn’t happen Jamaica would be a British speaking country, witch would make me very happy OMG British accents–.
As you know Independence Day the slave were free to have there own government yahda, yahda, yahda and all those stuff ect.
And the blue moon comes every 1000 years, so that’s pretty special. But your going to see it be for me anyways, lol!
I went to my mothers form today because it was time to kill some chickens today. She wanted my help, but I can’t I just can’t kill an innocent creature. I came anyway even though I didn’t wan’ted to go.
anyways but I hardly do any thing I just sat there and read my book love, stargirl I was afraid of the chickens and when you touch them they’ll scream and frighten you.
And the kill the chickens heartlessly and pluck them and gut them. I was sick.
I went and sit in the fowl cub –I don’t know what you call it up there but it the place where you keep you chickens– (I feel safer there) with my brother, he was there because the sun was hot. All the chickens were staring at my toe like they wanted to peck them.
My brother couth one and gave him to me to show me there was nothing to be afraid of. The chicken was so nice and tame I called him Pringle –he liked it when I rubbed his neck– I didn’t know why the name just came to me. But there was no chicken left so they had to take pringle away from me they took him and I watch them while they were cutting his neck but I didn’t want to but I felt like I hade to so they threw his head on the floor and his headless body was jerking and moving and twitching. I was disgust but sad , and I felt like I didn’t want to eat chicken any more because I didn’t know which one was pringle.
That day we killed more than a hundred chickens.
-Pinky
1/8/12
Dear Faiza,
My mom tried to cut my hair today because she sad I wasn’t taking care of It; she said I was letting it loose.
I was in my bed sewing some clothes for my cats. I got the material from my nephew, he got them from his mother’s (my sister) friend some, she’s a designer. Anyway I was sewing some cat cloths; my room was a bit messy. She was shouting telling me to clean it up and then she saw my head and then attack my with the scissors and I put the pillow on my head trying to block her from cutting my hair so I yelled out my sisters’ names –they where getting ready to go to the beach– they came and tried to stop her and then she calm down but I was going to be home with her alone so my sisters carried me with them to the beach just incase she tried to do it again.
So today I when’t to the beach
It was fun but I forgot to but on my sun block and when home with some sun burn but when we got there it as pretty cool, the air was cool too, lol!
When I was at the beach you know the usual playing it the sand, swimming etc.
I saw this thing; you know that thing that the life grads sit upon? (I don’t know the name) well if you know what I mean I when’t to wards it and climb upon it and sat on it then I saw a beautiful view of the Caribbean Sea, and then I thought of you, you are beautiful Faiza.
I love you.
-pinky
2/7/12
Dear Faiza,
Today wasn’t much of an exiting day.
But I was sewing some cat clothes as usual and I say a commercial pulse model search and I watch every session and I always wanted to enter so I took down there number and called and the take people from age 14 and up I and they said that I can come in for additions so I’m really exited about that I was called Caribbean pulse model search but I think they change it because they are now taking people from all over the world so if your interested please call them because I’m afraid to be there by myself when around other people specially when there are cameras all over the place –don‘t worry its family friendly–. If you’re interested can you call them please? Tell them what country you’re from. The number is 1+ (876) 960-0049
Do you think that your mother will allow you? Let me tell you a secret; if you want her to allow you just call the number and if they accept you ask your mother if you can join then if she said no, tell her they already accepted you.
She’ll be sop proud or maybe it wouldn’t work because our parents are not the same
About me
Appearance
I am a toll fat and light skinned girl. My hair is brown but I have a couple red, pink orange and blond streaks in it. I dyed it during the summer but I’m going dye it black when back to school.
I weigh 260 LB
(So embarrassing)
My height is 6 ft toll but I checked those 2 years ago and I think I grew more
My eyes are brown
My face is round
My ears are priest
Planning to priest my tongue
Personal appearance
My Bra size is I’m not sure I think 40DD
My pants size is 25 or 30 to be sure.
Shirt size I don’t know you guest
I got big feet
Size foot 11 inches
Telling you these just in case you’d like to buy something for me
Feel free to send this info about you too
i live at:
lot#16 Ostrich avenue
Hellshire park
P.O
St. Catherine
Jamaica
W.I
Feel free to send me your address too.
Me
I love to find out about cultures and I love people I love animals I have 4 cats I used to have 7 but mom gave away 2 but before that I hade 3 and one had 3 babies so…
I like colors
And to dress up
I love makeup
I love nail art but I never have time to do it I love my friends and I get jealous easy but I never show it.
I love it when my friends stick to me and is always by my side not that she can’t have her own privacy she can have her space
I love it when my friends comes to visit me and I love to get breakfast in bed
I don’t have a big house
I don’t have a big room
I wish my
Room was bigger
I love school more than home because too much drama is at home but school the drama is just fair not too much but not too little to keep the place boring
I love you Faiza
XOXOXO
Writ me too!
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